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isn't life funny?

it's insane how i am reminded over and over who i can trust. and love. and surround myself with.

when i put too much effort into relationships (oh, just with everyone) or when i care too much, life slaps those rose colored shades right off my oblivious face.

oh, its a tough world.
it's difficult to muster up the strength to get out of bed.
it's strange to mourn for the people you haven't lost yet while forgetting about the ones you've let go.

i always consider leaving my heart for pumping blood allowing my hands to do the feeling, but that gets old.
maybe i should stop searching for pretty faces and ways to boost my confidence.


oh and, someone has to be good enough for me.
but ill find them later. unfortunately for now im a sucker for sweet talk and im too quick to lower my standards.

Published by :gray-cell-green 2007-09-23 22:48:59.0