I'm a little worried the repercussions it might have for my college application since I heard from a college professor that it looks bad if you have three years of something instead of four. :/ But I switched Band for AP Euro History 2. Stated reasons were for time constraints (TRUFAX) and lack of space in my schedule. I don't know when it happened, but my general fondness for Columbia Uni. has manifested into a sort of obsession. This really isn't good, especially when I get rejected by them next year, lolol. But honestly? I feel like it'd be a really good match for me though I'm still lost with my career plan. Every adviser I've talked to says I'm late in preparations (starting studying for SAT II's now when they're in June D:!) So, a partial reason to leaving band is to crack down on studying. Studying, ugh, not only to raise my grade in Precalc. and Spanish, but for SAT and the subject tests.

Shoot me now.

As a result, I've decided to face the ugly decision that I'm going to have to quit other things besides band. Subeta (lol never went on anyways), Audition (I never even leveled up T__T and I have ten dollars of unused Nexxon Cash. Mabinogi's out too!), dramas (I'll have to limit the stuff I watch; maybe I'll stick to two series at a time...though the spring list looks promising...Iljimae!) and finally, roleplaying~ I'm really scared to do this because of all the character relationships there is and lol peer pressure, but really...I haven't been active at paradisa or city_of_wolves at all. Chris, Chika, and Chaegyung (o___o;; All C's...) really do deserve better muns. ♥ I still might do one-on-ones since I know I still owe you that one rp between Tooru and Seungie, Kiira. ):

I already sent in a drop notification for city_of_wolves and I think I will do the same for paradisa tomorrow. I just want to talk to Shin-mun and everyone one who I had CR with before, to give a heads-up and more in-depth explanation. I feel really bad that I'm doing this especially Shin-mun who I got to join...and then to not even roleplay with her that much. Ah, this is hard. I'm really sorry,  but I don't deserve those characters with the lack of commitment I have right now.

;___; Don't hate, prz.