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so the saga of the parent who ruins my life continues....
as my mom wakes me up by yelling about how she cant trust me after she finds my brothers birthday check, which he has signed over to me, after rummaging through my room.
instead of thinking logically....that i was cashing it for him, as he had asked,
my wilderbeast mother tells me i am untrustworthy and that i must leave.
FINE. FUCK YOU TOO. jesus christ.
ive been back a week
and already the bullshit elevates to this level
since i have few choices
one being that i stay and continue to ride the waves of my mothers manic depression from day to day
the other being that i go live with my dad, which really isnt a bad choice at all when i think about it in compairison to what i go through every day in this world of shit i call home
i choose the later
in hopes that my mother will soon die in a world of regret
the bitter and lonely bitch
that she will always be
MOM, wont you please choke on your own sexual frustration?
anyway
besides the fact that i have to live on a farm, pretty much in the middle of nowhere, without my best friend
there are perks
my dad is very laid back, probably why he divorced my mom in the first place
my dad gives me things, because unlike my mom, he acknowledges that i am still partially his responsibility and he loves me
and another perk, which is probably a huge factor that makes moving now more acceptable than moving a few years ago, is that i have like 5 really good friends that i still talk to from junior high within a 45 min radius
thanks mom
good try at ruining my mental state again
but again
you have failed
i look forward to you choking on your midnight snack, a case of donuts and a few boxes of cookies with some bacon grease on the side, as 200lbs quickly approaches you
with hopes of heart disease and diabetes on your horizon
you big fat stupid cunt

Published by :mlkmanswfestits 2008-03-14 01:52:29.0