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im sorry.
im stupid.
i never seem to win.
i never will win.
maybe i was right all along.
and maybe i shouldnt freak about stupid stuff.
it just seems no matter how hard i try,
i just keep getting farther and farther from what i am working for.
and it seems useless.
im useless.
i wish all these stupid thoughts would go away.
but maybe because they are true,
thats why i am thinking them.
theyre all true.
i just wish i could talk to someone about it.
but i cant.
it doesnt even make sense to me,
so how could i put it into words?
if i dont understand,
how can anyone else possibly understand?
i just wish i could go home.
to a real home.
to a family that cares.

Published by :brandiiiii 2006-04-27 03:04:55.0