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so my life doesnt suck. and im pretty happy about it actually. like yesterday, i dropped of the chels and put on some googoo dolls, and just blasted it on the way home. first i decided i wanted the music turned up and then for whatever reason thought that i shouldnt. and then i went 'why the hell not???'. turns out i am incredibly uptight. and am quickly loosening. because frankly, and as being with tab has shown me, i can still be responsible and have fun. theyre not two totally seperate things, and it certainly doesnt have to involve alcohal.
life is stressful, but the more u let things work themselves out, the better off you are. "fate puts ppl in ure life, actions keep them there, but theres no use worrying about tommorow becuz it isnt even here." chances are high that ill wake up tmrw. but if i didnt, thatd be ok. there isnt much i need to say thats been left unsaid, or that i would do diffrently right now. i finally understand the whole "teenage years are the best of ure life". i dont pay gas money or insurance. i do basically whatever i want. and im going to have a budget while im away doing whatever the hell i feel like in michigan- not a prblm. i can not wait. bascially we wake up and do whatever we feel like. tennis courts on the lake, jet ski, boat, ride, plan wedding, hike. whatever. and that sounds particularly refreshing. for the first time, i get to have one of those summers that ppl talk about for the rest of their life becuz it was just that awesome.

Published by :sarah-lynn26 2006-05-10 21:44:46.0