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Oh my goodness,
I'm leaving my room to get trashed for the first time in over a month!
I'm going to a show that my manager's and is playing at,
And then to his house for a party.
For the sake of the buddy system,
I'm bringing next year's roommate and smoking/drinking her up to compensate for her time.
I know this is like the most retarded, juvenille thing ever,
But I'm seriously exc

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Published by :11-blackroses 2007-03-03 02:57:16.0

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I was at a Walden talent show, in a large auditorium,
Karli was there playing a white violin in many different bands/orchestras,
My grandparents were there,
I was sitting next to Kendra,
I told her and showed her that my heel had fallen off,
She got mad and walked away,
My grandparents were sitting in the row behind me, by the aisle,
Karli said everyone wa

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Published by :11-blackroses 2007-03-01 21:17:35.0

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U of M closed for snow.
I found out after walking across campus to my empty French class.
Holy fucking snow.

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Published by :11-blackroses 2007-03-01 21:14:50.0

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There's some Simpsons episode where Bart sings something to the effect of,
"I am so great, oh I am so great!"
And that's about how I feel right now.



I had my meeting,
I am such a fucking fantastic goddamn bullshitter.
I have to go to counseling and write a reflective essay.
Aaah I am on top of the goddamn world.
Ben Falter,
You are oblivio

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Published by :11-blackroses 2007-02-23 20:01:40.0

http://11-blackroses.livejournal.com/208217.html

Jesus Camp
Is a fucked up movie.
The kids could be so smart if they weren't taught to be so dumb.
Seriously, it's absolutely ridiculous.
They teach them to pledge allegiance to the Christian flag, to the bible,
They encourage 5 year olds to speak in tongues.
It's insane.
And I mean clearly,
If they preach strictly what the bible says,
Bitch is a fucking vain glutton and is

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Published by :11-blackroses 2007-02-22 19:33:32.0

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2 midterms down.
Now I have to call the hall director and set up my meeting.
I'm sleeping first.
And then chainsmoking.
And then going to french.
And then trying to work up the nerve.

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Published by :11-blackroses 2007-02-22 16:50:08.0

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Inhale the smoke
Let your feelings go
Take a drag and blow
Watch them float away so slow

And if you can’t let go
With a drag of one of those
Take a blade and hold it and close
Drag across your wrist and watch them flow

This isn’t a poem
This is fever prose
This is having twenty arrows,
And not a single bow

T

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Published by :11-blackroses 2007-02-21 07:18:53.0

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I would be like 1 in 7.
Beat those odds.
There's no way I wouldn't make a name for myself.

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Published by :11-blackroses 2007-02-21 06:11:36.0

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If I die,
Unexpectedly,
Expectedly,
Whatever,
Someone hack my account and share every last word.
They'll be my final fuck you to everyone.

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Published by :11-blackroses 2007-02-21 05:19:03.0

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I need help.
Not specifics,
Just in genereal.
I need friends.
I need support.

I need to individually find precedential cases that favor me,
I need to study for the next 52 hours straight,
I need to get help in my head,
I need my own space,
But not to be completely alone,
I need someone who doesn't give a fuck to talk at me,
I need someone to talk at,
I

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Published by :11-blackroses 2007-02-21 03:15:08.0