i think the difference between me and others diagnosed, or even between now and then.. is i don't hate myself. anymore. nor do i have any self-destructive behavior. anymore. so thank god i'll get out of this with my sense of humor and well-being intact.
butt it's a definite. i fit all the criteria. and at least i'm not crazy, because for a long time i've known i'm crazy. it's just so
February 3: never let go of the things that make you happy. concentrate on the elated feeling you get from experiances. nevermind the things that make you aggrivated. let it go. don't strive for happiness. everyone spends their lives searching for it. nevermind mediocrity. strive for immortality.
March 2: i've been throwing up for a couple of days now, and i'm missing too much school.