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http://brandiiiii.livejournal.com/18092.html
www.xanga.com/brandiidnarb_611
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Published by :brandiiiii 2006-05-23 18:27:11.0
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http://brandiiiii.livejournal.com/17417.html
why does it seem i dont matter.
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Published by :brandiiiii 2006-05-04 03:51:36.0
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http://brandiiiii.livejournal.com/17387.html
i wish i could just be happy for once.
but it seems no matter how hard i try.
i just cant get close enough.
to that point of happiness.
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Published by :brandiiiii 2006-05-03 13:48:32.0
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http://brandiiiii.livejournal.com/16836.html
im sorry.
im stupid.
i never seem to win.
i never will win.
maybe i was right all along.
and maybe i shouldnt freak about stupid stuff.
it just seems no matter how hard i try,
i just keep getting farther and farther from what i am working for.
and it seems useless.
im useless.
i wish all these stupid thoughts would go away.
but maybe because they are true,
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Published by :brandiiiii 2006-04-27 03:04:55.0
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http://brandiiiii.livejournal.com/16454.html
i want to run away.
i want to fly away.
with you.
we could make it.
but theres only so much i can do.
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Published by :brandiiiii 2006-04-23 04:38:32.0
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http://brandiiiii.livejournal.com/16330.html
i think i had a pretty good day today. i actually dont think ive had a day quite like this in awhile. its amazing what friends can do.
so um this weekend was pretty um well crazy i guess is a word. but it was beyond that. it was totally unexpected. and random. so friday night, me and the girls get all excited to go out..and i spose we wont really go into it. but i had a lovely time taking care of them until 5am.
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Published by :brandiiiii 2006-03-13 04:28:40.0
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http://brandiiiii.livejournal.com/16009.html
i feel as if my heart has been wrenched out of me. it hurts. it fuckin hurts. why do i continue living?
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Published by :brandiiiii 2006-03-08 17:51:19.0
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http://brandiiiii.livejournal.com/15662.html
life can be so...
complicated
sometimes.
i just feel like
i have no hope
for anything.
it shouldnt be that way.
i mean, i do have things to look forward to.
but they are all so...
far away.
and they are good things, yes.
but...
its like i always need something more.
something i cant have.
i just want to be happy with what i have.
i AM happy w
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Published by :brandiiiii 2006-03-01 05:29:50.0
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http://brandiiiii.livejournal.com/15112.html
why do i always fall for the wrong people?
and knowing that i shouldnt, i still do.
i dont make sense.
i guess its not that i mean to, it just...happens.
you cant help who you like is something ive always said.
and i guess its really true.
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Published by :brandiiiii 2006-02-27 02:26:13.0
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http://brandiiiii.livejournal.com/15072.html
this just...angers me.
i am so sick and tired of this.
i start to like someone, and i think they like me too, but really i am just getting my hopes up.
why do i have to sit back and watch everyone else be happy?
why am i not good enough for anyone?
i am always just the one they go to for a fling or something.
thats not what i want, i dont want people to pretend they like me bc im easy or
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Published by :brandiiiii 2006-02-25 05:34:10.0
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