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http://dirt-turtle.livejournal.com/367661.html
i feel unbearably lonely.
i don't know why really and i wish it would go away.
i wish i had some kind of fucking constant. any time i have it has left me or altered itself as quickly as possible and... i've dealt with all this, frankly. fucking frankly i probably handle not being attached and not having givens and not counting on everything and not thinking i own my world.. better than anyone i know.
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Published by :dirt-turtle 2006-09-07 00:24:54.0
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http://dirt-turtle.livejournal.com/367529.html
i just bought a pack of djarum "splash" cloves
and they
make me
sick,
i think.
i like the black ones, and the light ones, but apparently "splash" is code for "make ya feel like a hungover turd".
i don't know. they taste like banana peels.
so i'm sad. and i don't know why the fuck there is a surfer on the pack.
also. i love my philosophy class. love it.
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Published by :dirt-turtle 2006-09-05 23:42:52.0
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http://dirt-turtle.livejournal.com/367211.html
i love my dad....unbearably hilarious. truly skilled at humor. so fucking silly-hearted. i like that he probably gets to enjoy those too few minutes typing.
the girl who works at precision printing is one of the cutest humans i've ever crossed paths with. in attitude, most importantly. every person in the occupation of working with the public should be her. she is one of those got i
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Published by :dirt-turtle 2006-09-05 07:11:36.0
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http://dirt-turtle.livejournal.com/366879.html
steve irwin died... :(
he mighta been a crazy mofo but he was passionate about what he was doing with his life..so good on ya i say.
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Published by :dirt-turtle 2006-09-04 16:38:50.0
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http://dirt-turtle.livejournal.com/366833.html
i hate cramps more than anything. no, seriously, more than anything else ever that could be labelled "bad." or maybe that's a lie but..a very distant one. i need to be back on bc i guess, but i always felt like that didn't help a whole lot. i'd rather be prescribed a morphine drip.
the level of incapacitation i can't even describe. and it's not even the chemical emotional stuff that changes me from like, normal
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Published by :dirt-turtle 2006-09-03 22:01:37.0
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http://dirt-turtle.livejournal.com/366405.html
fridays are being fun.
last night i met les. les is an insanely tall and skinny man whom i'd seen pictures of before. les brought a packed bowl. yes for les.
derek and stephanie showed up too. we fucking got whit to take a hit, i couldn't believe it. high five to us.
"so it's like you're dead??!?! ................. ..... ...... ...did i say that out loud? oh my god i said that out loud." derek's
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Published by :dirt-turtle 2006-09-02 23:31:28.0
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http://dirt-turtle.livejournal.com/366301.html
my english class is a joke. all the honors classes were filled this year and i decided that really didn't matter. who am i to go along with precedent and the assumption that that's where i belong, and who am i not to say hey fuck it let's just take a break from the hardcore for a semester. i am a big dumb dumbass is who i am. i'm not going to try to switch out, i'm not going through the hassle of negotiating schedule
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Published by :dirt-turtle 2006-08-29 21:12:27.0
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http://dirt-turtle.livejournal.com/365923.html
today was the best. the fucking best.
melissa whit steph and i went to tweetsie. what was supposed to be me just driving whit there to pick up her check turned into this whole afternoon of hanging out with my closest friends here...god, sometimes you don't realize how much a group can mean to you until it's been fragmented. steph had to leave early but we took all these hilarious pictures of us all on plastic ho
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Published by :dirt-turtle 2006-08-26 09:13:23.0
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http://dirt-turtle.livejournal.com/365793.html
i seem to be in what people like to call a "good place" .. i walk out of philosophy-taught-by-the-lesbian-kim-q-hall and feel, i dunno, not hopeless. i don't do much and i will probably never do much until i have the ammo of something truly useful to do. to say. to contribute. to anyone anywhere. because flapping your wings around spastically knowing you won't get off the ground is energy better expended elsew
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Published by :dirt-turtle 2006-08-25 05:40:02.0
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http://dirt-turtle.livejournal.com/365361.html
back in boone.
three in the fucking morning..another longest day of my life....can hardly sit up to type anything, should be in bed, whit's reading rolling stone articles out loud...
it's very strange. very strange.
to be in white hall with no becca, no steph, no melissa, no leslie. well leslie is here but i'm on a different floor now..
walking through the settings of last year's immeasurabl
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Published by :dirt-turtle 2006-08-20 07:33:34.0
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