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http://dirt-turtle.livejournal.com/365245.html
this has been one of the longer days of my life and it's not over..i have to finish packing, load what most of my shit i can into my car, and try to get a decent amount of sleep before driving off to boone tomorrow morning..
i woke up at 7:something in sara's bed..rather i was made to get up by a girl with new requirements.. this morning singlehandedly reminded me what the next 9 or so months are probably too of
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Published by :dirt-turtle 2006-08-19 05:05:57.0
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http://dirt-turtle.livejournal.com/364860.html
in finding many of my elementary school childhood-in-raleigh friends on facebook i've learned one thing: everybody grows up to looooooooove alcohol.
it's still disconcerting to me, because it's like watching 7 year olds guzzle corona and talk like sailors while they're drunk off their ass.
all standard behavior now that we're eighteen plus, but they stick in my head as whatever they were the last time
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Published by :dirt-turtle 2006-08-16 22:14:47.0
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http://dirt-turtle.livejournal.com/364741.html
right now is one of those moments i wish i were a constellation with a voice and a flag just calling the whole world to attention..or just a baby baby one, summoning the collection of people who matter to me, to shout out something tearful and joyful and so overflowed it's got nowhere else to go
wanting a gigantic stage for the gigantic emotion inexplicable. sometimes it happens, right? other people get th
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Published by :dirt-turtle 2006-08-16 01:27:27.0
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http://dirt-turtle.livejournal.com/364302.html
i'm excited for hollywoodland. suddenly.
and to see this film is not yet rated, maybe.
henry rollins is brilliant and knowledgable and all but his performance voice is ick. to me.
hot jesus, when night is falling is on.
monster is my latest focus movie...
i took an inventory. surprising results, and i think things are going to be fine.
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Published by :dirt-turtle 2006-08-15 18:11:31.0
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http://dirt-turtle.livejournal.com/364066.html
i am being annoying and posting a lot.
god i love ifc and the sundance channel so much sometimes, i'm gonna miss them while in school. then again i don't get a chance (or have much of a desire) to watch tv while in school. it's on a lot but i'm not actually processing it.
but this movie my life so far is on and though i haven't been following it i really liked the scene that was just on.
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Published by :dirt-turtle 2006-08-12 19:11:00.0
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http://dirt-turtle.livejournal.com/364024.html
i went to sleep at 7 in the afternoon yesterday and woke up at 4 this morning and my life just seems exceptionally washing machine'd (aka tumbled. swirled. dizzying.) ... i had a really, really weird dream full of typical dreamy unrealistic situations but a therefore amazingly Real feeling about it. she seemed genuine. and genuinely back, and like someone who exists. and more random people, always with the random peo
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Published by :dirt-turtle 2006-08-12 14:03:11.0
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http://dirt-turtle.livejournal.com/363600.html
no reason really to say this other than to remind myself..
i don't particularly like feeling that i'm the kind of person who wants or god forbid enjoys other people being sad, down, low depressed troubled...and i don't think i am totally that kind of person. but i've found that, without fail, when i myself am feeling like life is just a big mass of bullshit that hurts and confuses, what helps is not other
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Published by :dirt-turtle 2006-08-11 12:43:17.0
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http://dirt-turtle.livejournal.com/363496.html
alright.
i just started going back to read all the entries from all that time i spent having a freshman year at app, because i just..i'm curious to see what i actually wrote about. i'm trying to see if i ever made mention of the things that wound up being the most important, that wound up being the story as i remember it now, which is a story that's completely clouded because that's what happens when you d
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Published by :dirt-turtle 2006-08-09 12:28:51.0
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http://dirt-turtle.livejournal.com/363115.html
mrs. jones, elementary school art teacher, used to do this thing "erase that, start over" when she fucked up whatever she was talking about, complete with hand motions. i think i liked it more than usual because coming from an art teacher it was funnier. sensical. (will someone please settle whether that's a word or not? i think it's not, but then i hear people say it and am mindfucked into thinking it is. because
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Published by :dirt-turtle 2006-08-09 06:36:15.0
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http://dirt-turtle.livejournal.com/362789.html
what in the shit was that?? look up from my compy to some band on carson daly and the singer chick stripping some other chick and screamin' all, "i'm gonna take off her clothes!" and guitar guy repeating all her lines in this creepy tone. and then there's ass slapping.
shit man i dunno.
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Published by :dirt-turtle 2006-08-08 06:11:11.0
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