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So are you guys together or not ?
I don't know , I would like to think we are
But that would be wishful thinking wouldn't it ?
Why don't you guys just .. stay together already
I don't know , I'm kind of scared to ask ... again
To make it official
And ... not have an answer given... again
You know how much that hurts ?
Y

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Published by :downe8o8boi 2008-02-21 09:00:37.0

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I vowed to make changes this year . Things that really change the course of what I want my lfie to be . And now that I'm faced with those "life-changing" ones , I'm scared to . Knowing what the consequences are . I have this strong urge to just go for it . Love with all my might , put myself at risk . Let things come and jump without fear . Then hesitation . Doubt . Reality kicks in . When your confidence is shattere

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Published by :downe8o8boi 2008-01-18 11:49:39.0

http://downe8o8boi.livejournal.com/137800.html

Do you deny what could possibly be
and has been
the best thing in your life
or allow yourself to fall blindly
in to what could pain you for life ?

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Published by :downe8o8boi 2008-01-14 09:29:03.0

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Waves collide
Anger supplied
Calming weather
Lasts for never
Shades of gray
May always stay
For without
The touch
The feel
The sound
Of steel
Nothing may take
The pain away

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Published by :downe8o8boi 2008-01-10 08:03:00.0

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I can't help this feeling
It's like a really delayed reaction
But I can't seem to keep it out
Of my head anymore
I can't seem to throw it to side
And not think about it
I'm hurt . In many ways .
Things maybe I did to me
And me alone .
Maybe what hurts more is that
You don't seem to care
In any way
Yeah
Maybe if I think that
It'll help me get over

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Published by :downe8o8boi 2008-01-06 07:52:14.0

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Asking someone else other than the person you came with
To drop you off home
Makes me feel like I'm not important
Especially when you do that
Without telling me first
And the fact that you didn't come
Hurt even more
I planned this day so we could spend it together
Cause I've been working everysinglefuckingday
And it seems like the only time I get to see you
Is at nigh

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Published by :downe8o8boi 2007-12-14 09:49:14.0

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I'm really starting to hate this feeling .
I can't even begin to describe it .
Just a whole mess of things to think about .

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Published by :downe8o8boi 2007-11-03 10:15:26.0

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I think I did .
And maybe it's true .
But what else can I do .
But see things through .

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Published by :downe8o8boi 2007-10-26 12:55:44.0

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Being at the wedding made me realize things . One of them is having to write a toast speech for Janelle's wedding one day . And I should write one starting now . Of times that stick out . All the memories we've made . So on that special day , we both can remember the crazy things we've done . And actually remembering them , making sure we never forget .

Being at that wedding being surrounded by couples and

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Published by :downe8o8boi 2007-09-23 10:17:29.0

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I'm not quite ready to tell anyone yet .
And maybe I'll pull another New York trip .
Move without telling anyone .
Except my closest friends .
I think it's better that way .
Less painful .
Quicker goodbyes .
Los Angeles .
Target .
Now to just make it happen .
In a couple months .

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Published by :downe8o8boi 2007-09-21 08:28:29.0