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http://dreading-brodie.livejournal.com/45209.html
I can't cope feeling like this for much longer. I just want to cry. I can't handle feeling so ill because it's all in my head. The tablets aren't working and I can't even go for a walk or anything I'm so dizzy. I'm dizzy sitting down! I don't know what to do.
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Published by :dreading-brodie 2007-12-08 18:31:18.0
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http://dreading-brodie.livejournal.com/44852.html
I find it funny that people are spreading shit.
It's the funniest thing since Tati Am Bibo.
I have been with Max for a year and half, I know him more than you do.
You're just jealous because I have him.
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Published by :dreading-brodie 2007-12-08 13:16:37.0
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http://dreading-brodie.livejournal.com/44773.html
I got that horrible feeling where I'm nervous because I'm in the middle of bad things.
I feel pissed, my tablets are making me zone out completely.
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Published by :dreading-brodie 2007-12-07 18:19:40.0
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http://dreading-brodie.livejournal.com/44354.html
*Sigh*
Cold tea used to taste better.
I'm staying at Max's from tonight onwards. I have a feeling I'm going to end up packing everything I own.
Makeup or no?
I feel ill. I woke up dizzy. HOW THE HELL CAN I BE DIZZY? I WAS LYING DOWN!
Went to Michsmell's Body Shop party last night and spent monies which was good therapy. I let slip to the people she works with about how she used to wear
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Published by :dreading-brodie 2007-12-04 12:02:22.0
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http://dreading-brodie.livejournal.com/44247.html
I don't know if I can stick with this much longer to be honest.
And my Patchy has been gone five months today. It feels like so much longer. It makes me sad.
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Published by :dreading-brodie 2007-12-01 23:37:03.0
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http://dreading-brodie.livejournal.com/44010.html
Everything seems to be so shit for everyone at the moment.
Max and I both have our own shit going on and I'm fucking worrying about him which isn't helping me recover. I can't help it if I care for him so much. I still don't know if he cares about me even half as much but I will never know that. But yeah so I'm worrying myself about him, worried cos he's going out getting pissed this weekend which ties in a litt
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Published by :dreading-brodie 2007-11-30 19:07:16.0
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http://dreading-brodie.livejournal.com/43608.html
Well I will make it official: I have a secret love for the band HIM.
*Runs away*
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Published by :dreading-brodie 2007-11-29 12:50:02.0
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http://dreading-brodie.livejournal.com/43447.html
Well it seems I am officially still going down-hill. I feel so weak now, it's a struggle to lift my arms and as soon as I think about fainting, I start to go faint. Part of this must be mental, but I can't stop my brain from thinking about something that's affecting me so much.
The amount of stress I'm being put under again since Max and I have got back together . . . Well, isn't as bad as last time in all hones
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Published by :dreading-brodie 2007-11-28 15:23:17.0
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http://dreading-brodie.livejournal.com/42790.html
I want to see them Thursday!!!
Grrr.
I need to kick Neil.
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Published by :dreading-brodie 2007-11-20 13:04:06.0
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http://dreading-brodie.livejournal.com/42445.html
. . . I got Mic Skills!
I'm bored and I've been awake exactly 58 minutes.
I don't know if I can be bothered with people today. Damn people! But Matt has offered to come round and watch B-movies with me and I might take up that offer. As long as he doesn't try anything on an ill, frail me. The band would have something to say to it, especially after what happened with him and Nik Nak Paddywack a
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Published by :dreading-brodie 2007-11-19 12:59:37.0
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