last week was entirely too much for me. i hate being so frustrated.
i'm living two when there should only be one. i'm happy she is doing well now...but what about me? why did i have to sacrifice so much for her? now i'm all by myself and she's standing in a crowd.
when will my time come? what's wrong with being selfish?
i hate that my brother keeps receiving depressing news
pretty much love my sister... when we get along. like today, we both went shopping together. i enjoy our time we have with each other especially since we got our sisterly bond back that had been missing for almost a year.
it pains me to watch my sister and my mother bicker. i just feel like no one appreciates each other like they should, including me.
what the hell was up with her today. she was acting extremely different. i've just recently noticed how harsh she and how completely non understanding she can be. ( i think non- understanding is the correct way to type that...maybe not) let's just say i would hate to be on the outside and be brought in. i'm fine where i am.
so alliey and alana left today. alana fell asleep in my arms watching the back
i think it's wonderful when my niece is here at my house. i absolutely adore her. she couldn't be any cuter.
this morning was a blast watching her open her presents...and everyone else's presents. she knows a few words such as, "mine, momma, papa, dada, no, thank you, please" and she calls me "b" because she can't say Brit.
i just got out of the shower a few minutes ago and she came in the bath