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http://gray-cell-green.livejournal.com/25295.html
another chapter ended.
ive decided i just want to experience people, a lot of them.
its hard when i look at being with someone from different angles.
at one end, if i keep giving little pieces of myself to other people how will i have a whole heart to give to the person who will some day have it forever?
but at the other end, how will i see who is worth keeping if i don't experience the o
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Published by :gray-cell-green 2007-12-03 02:46:36.0
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http://gray-cell-green.livejournal.com/25003.html
i have to stop questioning my decisions.
and make more of them.
i have to stop being miss depressing.
i love to sit silently, yes.
but i can't get away much longer by telling everyone nothing is bothering me.
"sad?, no way"
oh my, i'm glad he didn't ask again.
i would've cried.
i crycrycry.
what's new.
but hey,
everyone else se
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Published by :gray-cell-green 2007-11-24 21:15:18.0
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http://gray-cell-green.livejournal.com/24671.html
1. thanks for the laughs. oh, and you should probably get a disclaimer tattooed on your forehead, just so all those ladies don't end up with broken hearts. hah.
2. i miss you and its looking harder to mend it than i expected. but what happens, happens. i know we'll always be here for each other.
3. you were always lovely, i miss you.
4. a lot of my smiles are your doing. and it sca
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Published by :gray-cell-green 2007-11-18 19:31:32.0
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http://gray-cell-green.livejournal.com/24463.html
there are so many things wrong.
i just need some courage to fix them.
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Published by :gray-cell-green 2007-11-13 00:42:57.0
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http://gray-cell-green.livejournal.com/24104.html
someone take me on a ferris wheel.
let's pretend we're in a movie,
and forget what's waiting at the bottom.
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Published by :gray-cell-green 2007-10-28 21:34:38.0
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http://gray-cell-green.livejournal.com/24004.html
everything drags with such reluctance.
i can count the hours, minutes, seconds passing and it all seems to just slip by me.
what a waste to sit there.
what a discomfort to feel the stiff cold chair and the fluctuating temperatures.
what a release to daydream.
to truly be consumed by images; brainwaves that transport me.
thoughts that give me hope.
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Published by :gray-cell-green 2007-10-23 01:42:49.0
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http://gray-cell-green.livejournal.com/23635.html
whats up with the beach making me so happy?
two weekends of good times.
and yet two weekends of not knowing how to put one of my feet in front of the other.
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Published by :gray-cell-green 2007-10-07 21:53:16.0
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http://gray-cell-green.livejournal.com/23532.html
i want to to look back on my thoughts and hear the ones that were racing then...
what the fuck am i getting myself into.
and what am i falling out of.
god damn these ups and downs.
but thank god for lightning, and wind, and warmth, and hope.
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Published by :gray-cell-green 2007-09-30 17:49:57.0
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http://gray-cell-green.livejournal.com/23047.html
isn't life funny?
it's insane how i am reminded over and over who i can trust. and love. and surround myself with.
when i put too much effort into relationships (oh, just with everyone) or when i care too much, life slaps those rose colored shades right off my oblivious face.
oh, its a tough world.
it's difficult to muster up the strength to get out of bed.
it's strange t
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Published by :gray-cell-green 2007-09-23 22:48:59.0
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http://gray-cell-green.livejournal.com/22999.html
LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
i thought about it again and laughed.
so much for a new boy and a distraction from that old one.
LIFE IS GREAT.
LONG LIVE LA BUFA.
im a lesbian now.
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Published by :gray-cell-green 2007-09-23 21:20:27.0
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