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http://gray-cell-green.livejournal.com/14683.html
i wish i could just know exactly how everyone felt about me.
im sick of waiting.
im sick of missing people who probably dont even think about me.
i want to get close to so many people but im afraid ill spread myself too thin.
i hate that once i realize im alone and undisturbed i cry until i have a headache.
it hurts to realize i might only be a pretty face to
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Published by :gray-cell-green 2006-12-11 00:20:52.0
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http://gray-cell-green.livejournal.com/14569.html
im starting to think im quite pathetic on the inside.
what can you do though.
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Published by :gray-cell-green 2006-12-03 22:29:26.0
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http://gray-cell-green.livejournal.com/14085.html
so i dont have a boyfriend and things have been crazy good. it sucks to say that. to know truly that something i loved so much just brought me to tears every other night. but like chelsea likes to say im back to the old bails. and its true. i feel elated most of the day (except for when i have to die in 3rd and 4th hour). and the whole dating other people thing is crazy considering i had been dating the same boy sinc
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Published by :gray-cell-green 2006-11-09 18:25:41.0
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http://gray-cell-green.livejournal.com/14000.html
what happened?
why do i feel my relationship leaning to one side?
why isnt he ever excited to see me?
just because we can't kiss ive become second to getting ridiculously fucked up every other day?
it makes me really sad to know that i gave my whole heart up and it seems to have been taken for granted.
does he think ill always be there?
no matter how he acts or what he says, or doesn
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Published by :gray-cell-green 2006-10-18 01:21:12.0
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http://gray-cell-green.livejournal.com/13579.html
sorry i cant say what i mean.
and that im so poorly informed.
fuck this.
i just want shoes.
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Published by :gray-cell-green 2006-09-21 01:59:55.0
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http://gray-cell-green.livejournal.com/13456.html
"On another note, am I pretty enough to do modeling?
Someone told me I should and I dont know..
I'd probably be a shitty model, but if Im decent, I'd be bringing in good money, which is something I desperately need. Money and a cuddle buddy (haa). "
omfg is she serious!? stab me, shes so grossie.
and stop selling panic! tickets like youre elite or something.
im such a bitch somet
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Published by :gray-cell-green 2006-09-21 00:04:54.0
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http://gray-cell-green.livejournal.com/13217.html
so what the hell, im finally going to get my hair cut on sunday after like a bajillion kajillion weeks of nagging my mom and sara (my brothers gf, who cuts my hair)
and my glasses are going to come in soon.
its just wierd how these two things have been making me so annoyed. just the simple fact that i could accomplish everything that i wanted to do, but not achieve a new hair cut and frames has been makin
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Published by :gray-cell-green 2006-08-30 23:36:15.0
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http://gray-cell-green.livejournal.com/13027.html
i havent posted in a while :/
the weekend goes by so quickly, im too busy for everything. i supose its better than being bored. i want my hair cut so badly that it makes me distressed.
i cant finish my art homework... i dont want to draw something that looks like shit. the only way to get better is to practice though.
my boyfriend doesnt seem to want to go out of his way the slightest bit to ta
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Published by :gray-cell-green 2006-08-20 22:46:42.0
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http://gray-cell-green.livejournal.com/12783.html
i should really be doing my summer reading project but i have no desire at all to even start it.
i hate worrying about it, but its so much easier to put it off.
i do this with too many things.
bah.
i miss my sister.
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Published by :gray-cell-green 2006-08-08 14:30:51.0
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http://gray-cell-green.livejournal.com/12304.html
im scared that im losing all of the talents i have. i grow too confident and it bites me in the ass.
i want my art classes. but thats my only reason for attending school. well and government. that should be sweet.
i shouldnt talk about school.
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Published by :gray-cell-green 2006-07-30 21:57:25.0
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