http://gray-cell-green.livejournal.com/2028.html

so yeah...i have time.
hmmm, lets see.
oh yes, quince...oh my, a party that up until now i couldnt wait for, but ive recently found myself running through the possible scenarios of the evening and feeling worried, jared will be there and i havent a clue as to what him+dance ppl will bring, hopefully nothing horrible :/

and relationships, just in general...i feel that ive been on the outside loo

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Published by :gray-cell-green 2005-11-23 22:51:31.0

http://gray-cell-green.livejournal.com/1760.html

...and its funny how you find you enjoy your life when youre happy to be alive...

oh relient k, how you lay it down so simply...
anywho, things to write about when i have more time/privacy:
1) quince
2) relationship
3) life...

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Published by :gray-cell-green 2005-11-23 22:34:07.0

http://gray-cell-green.livejournal.com/1534.html

jeez...crazy week, blah i have the crappiest journal...anywho.
my saturday was a slap in the face, just to look back on it ive never felt so unwanted. my worlds have collided and a part of me has been wounded in the chaos. two beautiful groups of friends but only so many days in a week, and my mature self thankful for my new relationships. part of it is my fault, but the blame can not be put solely on my should

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Published by :gray-cell-green 2005-10-17 20:32:22.0

http://gray-cell-green.livejournal.com/1272.html

well, isnt this lovely...im sitting reading effing livejournals and my oodles of friends are out having so much fun...all i have now is my music to drown in and nail polish to entertain myself with. another night that im the biggest loser who is sitting home, but thankfully my sister has come to the rescue so hope everyone is having fun...xo

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Published by :gray-cell-green 2005-10-07 02:40:45.0

http://gray-cell-green.livejournal.com/772.html

hmmm...noticing what a jerk you mightve been, either a week ago, or maybe a year ago can be a disaster. guilt can creep up at the most unexpected times, in my opinion, one of the worst feelings to encounter. more issues trouble me, i want so badly to fix the problems that my loved ones encounter as well as those who i havent begun to love just yet. i feel guilty when i have certain thoughts, and left out when i hear

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Published by :gray-cell-green 2005-10-06 00:35:41.0

http://gray-cell-green.livejournal.com/592.html

hmmm.....completly chill...and loving it, ive had the craziest few months and now having a break from the vicious cycle of school, and dance, and homework, though only for a day (which is about to come to an end) has been lovely. i woke up this morning and realized i havent seen my boyfriend outside of school in the longest time, but the weekend will hopefully make up for it. not that it effects anyone else but ive d

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Published by :gray-cell-green 2005-10-05 02:24:03.0

hey!!!!!!

http://gray-cell-green.livejournal.com/321.html

yay! i have a lj...hehe, more conforming, lol......
so, hmmm i just spent the whole night with THE coolest people on the planet <3 and now i have the urge to walk around with my hand hovering over jareds rear end...lmao, silly seventh graders :)
jeez "five more minutes" what is this time limit nonsense, so i have to split ;)
love to all
peace ppl

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Published by :gray-cell-green 2005-10-04 03:46:48.0