ilovetwo




	map http://ilovetwo.livejournal.com/155863.html HeavenNirvana------you Our Universe---our galaxy---solar system----earth Notice something? There isn't just one map. This is how forgiveness works. You begin to look with your waking eyes when you view things, and the dreaming eyes decide to close. "A prophet isn't a prophet in his home town. More... Published by :ilovetwo 2007-12-12 07:04:13.0

	The end http://ilovetwo.livejournal.com/155394.html When you realize you've never left home, you've realized the "symbol for the real world" I'll let you interpret what that means. Something you should know, is all doubt is removed from the gift I have to heal. I encourage whoever reads this to use me as often as they can. It's a win-win deal More... Published by :ilovetwo 2007-12-09 02:48:08.0

	odd feelings http://ilovetwo.livejournal.com/155219.html I was reminded earlier of Claire. Just the dating and all. I thought it would be a nice momento to journal one thought. I know that I had excessive expression and whatnot, and only acted on my feelings. I thought it would be more solid, to ingrain into my brain acting on feelings doesn't lead to anything desired. So I did. I knew what would happen and I acted anyway. She broke up, of course. Quickly. I wou More... Published by :ilovetwo 2007-12-06 22:02:30.0

	F! http://ilovetwo.livejournal.com/155013.html She has a b/f! Damnit!!! Why the hell is this the situation I'm most familiar with! Why does everything have to be so GOD DAMNED EASY! Yeah sure, give me a ride, blatantly blow off your boyfriend when doing so... go to the casino, show you like to play with everything... tell me that hot chat stuff in the car... goddamn so much easier in this situation than everything. If I More... Published by :ilovetwo 2007-12-06 07:13:56.0

	All my life, I wanted http://ilovetwo.livejournal.com/154826.html forgiveness. I remember before my past, and I feel that it's in my nature to be free, even when in a body. This is my confession. I spent my entire life attempting to learn one thing because I believed it would bring me back to that. I pushed myself mentally, physically, emotionally, breaking every barrier I could in order to obtain 'that'. Now I have skills above average on each level, but stil More... Published by :ilovetwo 2007-12-04 07:49:29.0

	Not a thing in and of itself http://ilovetwo.livejournal.com/154229.html Ernest Holmes quote. Starting to realize, that everything really acts on its own, as one. I blogged a full deja-vu experience on MySpace. I haven't had it since. Basically, I saw everything from now till forever, but it went by so fast it ended up like a feeling. I finally realized, this really is just a memory. The sad part is, I'm here staring at person X talking, then person X gets mad and y More... Published by :ilovetwo 2007-12-01 09:06:48.0

	Sometimes my actions... http://ilovetwo.livejournal.com/154049.html don't reflect forgiveness. Like when RC asked me today, "He doesn't remember who I am, does he?" I stared at him straight in the fact, knowing full well who he was, told him he's annoying, and walked right past. I did forgive, by holding him as a witness and not the doer, I in no way see RC as an entity but rather a projection with no free will. BUT, I can't ignore the fact that if he's gonna put drama in More... Published by :ilovetwo 2007-11-30 08:11:15.0

	some old man http://ilovetwo.livejournal.com/153751.html I hung up the phone after realizing, "This guy's the same generation that tells me I need to own a gun and he doesn't know how to fucking use yahoo to find information." A fucking treadmill, he memorized the full description, can get email, but wanted me to look up the info on it (carbs, calories, distance displayed?) in my spare time! Instead of getting pissed, I felt light and free, then had a More... Published by :ilovetwo 2007-11-29 19:30:00.0

	Odd limbo http://ilovetwo.livejournal.com/153529.html I highly recommend not trying to get into the place known as the Borderland purposely. This is the place where all forgiveness lessons are complete, and all you have to do is still your mind to be able to hear the inner voice. Not intuition, but THE voice that says "This is Who you are!" and brings nirvana. I'm at the point where nothing bothers me, and if something does bother me, it's forgiven More... Published by :ilovetwo 2007-11-23 19:14:41.0

	I stopped caring http://ilovetwo.livejournal.com/153209.html I have appeared to reach a "level" where scary things can appear to come after me and I won't react. Or if I do react, it will be with a wave and a greeting. I just wanted to say that, this state isn't a "level" that someone can reach. It's simply where I am. It is what happens after forgiving constantly for 4 years straight and studying and studying and applying and applying even in times I don't feel lik More... Published by :ilovetwo 2007-11-22 11:34:31.0