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http://imranski.livejournal.com/8320.html
This place seems to drown itself on everything it never says. The silence acts as a gag to choke the very life out of that healthy buzz that lets you know something is alive and well. The occasional hum of flickering, fluorescent lighting, the distant drip of plumbing, and the momentary shuffling of bodies a floor up seem to be the only thing that break my self-imposed silence.
The phon
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Published by :imranski 2007-05-21 03:53:10.0
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http://imranski.livejournal.com/8017.html
Keep walking. You shouldn't be this cold. You're from New fucking Hampshire.
Besides, that hill is so close. Maybe they'll let me roll down it this time.
More likely they'll arrest me for being some crazy college kid that drowned himself alcohol. Oh well, better than some crazy college kid who is looking for some kind of answer in gaudy columns and strangely out of place p
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Published by :imranski 2006-09-29 06:27:45.0
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http://imranski.livejournal.com/7752.html
It's never quite the same with alcohol drowning the days.
Yeah. Never again. Not at that proportion, anyways.
The desire to find something close to what I've already found and lost is overwhelming. It's a little sad, considering I work against myself in that respect. I want something better, but I refuse to consider the possibility that there might be something else here and now. No matter how b
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Published by :imranski 2006-09-29 05:38:42.0
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http://imranski.livejournal.com/7378.html
You were the gallows.
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Published by :imranski 2006-04-26 03:07:40.0
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http://imranski.livejournal.com/6669.html
I've come to the conclusion that the delusions, those sweet illusions we put ourselves through by going through smiles that are more motions than genuine, are the only things that make letting go hurt the most. Letting go doesn't hurt when you realize that there was nothing there from the start, does it? We can pretend that every thing that hurts us, or everything we do to hurt others is beyond our control, some circ
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Published by :imranski 2006-04-14 06:08:00.0
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http://imranski.livejournal.com/6501.html
Blurry.
Blink, Imran. Blinking helps clear the blur. Stay awake. You don't want your contacts to dry and fall out the next time you open your eyes, do you? How would you drive home?
Home...bed...sleep...Gibbons v. Ogden...? Wait, what? Keep it together. Don't fall asleep, Bill will verbally sodomize you.
But the colors under my eyelids are so pretty...
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Published by :imranski 2006-04-12 18:45:59.0
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http://imranski.livejournal.com/6280.html
It never gets old. Staring at this screen until my eyes hurt and my brain is screaming, "If you feel the need to be doing this, at lest do something productive!"
Fuck that.
I'm going to play my guitar until I suddenly realize it's 1 AM and I should have done government homework. Hmmm. It's 9:25 PM and I'm as tired as 1 AM. Kendra says I'm going to die from sleep deprivation one day. She's probab
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Published by :imranski 2006-04-12 01:38:22.0
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http://imranski.livejournal.com/4051.html
Well, it's been awhile.
Last night's acoustic show went great. There weren't that many people there, and that actually made it easier to give it my all for some weird reason. Thanks to the one person who came for showing up! Oh well, there's some thing in Milford in September that you all can show up for to make up to me!
Hmmm yeah, the night before that I got pulled over. It's a fairly scary fe
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Published by :imranski 2005-07-23 17:07:12.0
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http://imranski.livejournal.com/3749.html
EVERYDAY!
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Published by :imranski 2005-07-18 06:27:39.0
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http://imranski.livejournal.com/3574.html
ENTRIES
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Published by :imranski 2005-07-18 06:27:27.0
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