Babies...

http://jewelswatier.livejournal.com/24864.html

*sigh*
An engineer who had a baby 5 months ago just came in today with the little dolly. She is ABSOLUTELY adorable!! Arg, everytime I see a little baby my heart just melts and I long for another one. I know I probably never will have another, which I have to deal with ...it's frustrating.
I've been bummed lately anyways, so this doesn't help...
She's so perfect, and looks SO much like her mom...it's a

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Published by :jewelswatier 2006-03-21 22:29:06.0

Negotiational thoughts...

http://jewelswatier.livejournal.com/24600.html

It has become more and more apparent to me lately that I am lacking in my negotiation skills. It is SOOO in my nature to make whatever my current situation is, a happy, positive experience. For me and everyone else. I think my past experience has molded me that way as a coping strategy. And trust me, it has come in handy many times and is reflected in my day-to-day attitude that is apparent to anyone who knows me. It

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Published by :jewelswatier 2006-03-15 19:27:08.0

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I am depressed today. It's been a while since I have been like this, and I know I'm fine, it just sux. It's that kind of "blah" in your core, y'know? I think it's because I have had so much stress lately. Stress really 'fries' me, and I do my best to handle it (and I am much better at it now that I used to be) but it eventually catches up with you.
Arg, I feel rotten inside. Kind of numb. Now I've got to get gro

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Published by :jewelswatier 2006-03-11 23:42:37.0

http://jewelswatier.livejournal.com/24084.html

bad bad day....long story
i'm going to go read. i need to escape.

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Published by :jewelswatier 2006-03-11 01:52:20.0

Prayer

http://jewelswatier.livejournal.com/24019.html

I said a really heartfelt prayer this week, humbly asking for help to get my head in the right place regarding S. It seems that it has helped immensely. I not longer feel depressed about things. I woke up the next morning without incessantly thinking about him - even in my state of half-consciousness. I now have more of a feeling of...well I don't know how else to explain it except to say ...it's like the stages

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Published by :jewelswatier 2006-03-03 05:40:38.0

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Ok, for all those narrow minded people out there, here is a journal you need to read -- diminishingdiva

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Published by :jewelswatier 2006-03-03 05:23:44.0

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Give me your opinion:
http://kevan.org/johari?name=RoxyJewels
View my results

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Published by :jewelswatier 2006-03-03 04:44:52.0

My heart aches...

http://jewelswatier.livejournal.com/23130.html

I miss him.
I know, I'm a fool. I hate all this. I am so frustrated with myself!!!
I am so frustrated with my weaknesses...

I downloaded Memoirs of a Geisha this week and watched it twice. Probably not a good idea but it was such a good movie! I'm glad the first time I watched it by myself. It spoke to me in different ways...I could certainly relate to Sai-uri's sentimentality with the handkerchi

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Published by :jewelswatier 2006-02-21 02:50:44.0

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So I got this really sweet email from a friend who was heading back east and would be passing very close by to the house I was born in and lived in until I was 6 yrs old. I have never been back since, and I have always wondered how my old neighborhood looks now. Just before we moved (25yrs ago now!), I planted a fruit pit, in the back yard by the bushes that lined the back edge (leaving my “mark” I guess). I’m sure i

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Published by :jewelswatier 2006-02-07 17:30:43.0

Quote

http://jewelswatier.livejournal.com/22770.html

I just heard this great quote from the 'synic' from the accounting group. She just got back from Vegas, and they were talking about the 'Vegas society' in general and she says, "I used to say that Las Vegas was the armpit of America. Now I call it the crotch."
Hahahaa...too funny...

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Published by :jewelswatier 2006-01-31 17:53:35.0