i need a jolt of excitement right now. something unexpected and big. something that will pull me out of these cold weather blues. i've been so down on my life recently. i think it's mostly from boredom. i don't like routine very much, and college is full of routine for me right now. i need an interesting job after i graduate. i'm NOT going to get some 9-5 job for the rest of my life.
i had a moment last night. it happened when i was really stoned as it often does. so i come home and start watching some sportscenter. then it occured to me. sports are so fucking theatrical. people have become very famous from having a career where they merely cover sports for the media. this doesnt make sense to me. its not a real job. all of these people, even the atheletes are just glorified actors and actresses.
anytime you think your life sucks, remember that you've got it pretty good. no matter how much you think your school sucks, take a deep breath. it could be worse; much much worse. i came across this website. this college is literally 2 miles away from my house. it has a national reputation for being the most backwards college in the entire country. it didn't really hit me how fucked up it is until i read the student
what a huge disaster of an afternoon. i decided to go to hadrian's villa in tivoli. this is a site of ancient roman ruins that was heavily recommended by all of the tourbooks. so at 2 i leave school for tivoli. after about an hour on the bus/metro and 30 minutes of walking i finally find myself at the entrance to the villa. jubilation! or so i thought. at that very moment my dad calls me. we talked for about 5 minute
