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	Tuesday http://pfmg.livejournal.com/7964.html Well the dance is back on. This time its a much faster, and livelier tempo. You tricked me tonight on collarme Sir. That is not fair, however, i will honour my pledge. You will get me thursday night. More... Published by :pfmg 2007-04-11 02:19:05.0

	Monday http://pfmg.livejournal.com/7741.html Well i am home from work and have had a nap. And i am patently waiting for Sir's decisssion, either way, i will respect it. Should He decide that He does not wish to see me again, so be it, i will back out gracefully. All though i do wish this to work, it has been going on for too long. In other words, we have to shit or get off the pot. IF we do get together i will take off my b.com profile and my collar me prof More... Published by :pfmg 2007-04-09 22:52:11.0

	Home from work http://pfmg.livejournal.com/7482.html Well i am home from work. i checked yahoo and no msg...;( oh well. i then checked my collarme.com site...i have officially reached 400 e mails. yet none of them egnite that spark inside of me. i have spoke to sooooo many Doms that i have no idea who is who. And i really don't care too much. i think the one reason i do go there so much is i like the attention. i like the idea that there are people out there that More... Published by :pfmg 2007-04-08 20:07:02.0

	off to work i go. http://pfmg.livejournal.com/7208.html Well it easter sunday and off to work i go. grrrrrrr, sometimes i wish i could just urn my alarm off and stay home. i am tierd as all heck and just not in the mood to work. hummm why cant i win the lotto? lol. Boy do i wish Management could have sick days. More... Published by :pfmg 2007-04-08 10:48:20.0

	Sat. Night. http://pfmg.livejournal.com/7165.html i spoke to G, and i am glad i did, even if He doesn't speak to me again i will know that i have apologized and asked for His forgiveness. Why does this Man have such a hold on me???? Why can't i just move on, find someone else???? Why does He haunt me.??? i don't know... i had a nice quiet sat. night, i have been working on my new corset, and, it looks hot. More... Published by :pfmg 2007-04-08 00:27:56.0

	friday night. http://pfmg.livejournal.com/6764.html Well, its friday night and i have send you an apology on yahoo. i don't know if i will hear from You again or not. But i have to come to terms that i did sabatoge the meeting the other night, now i just have to figure out why i did it...... i have some trust issues, i will admit that. i just hate being hurt, or disapointed, and it seems like every male i have met in this lifestyle that calls himself a Dom More... Published by :pfmg 2007-04-07 03:57:11.0

	oops i did it again. http://pfmg.livejournal.com/6482.html Well, another meeting that is cancelled, and i have to admit, i think this one is my own fault, i have spend hours thinking about this and have come to the conclusion that i pushed You till You pushed back. Something that i am pretty good at with You. i want You yet there is a part of me that will do almost anything to push You as far away from me as possible. i don't know why that is....i know You will probably ne More... Published by :pfmg 2007-04-05 16:21:38.0

	things that make me go "ahhhhh yessss" http://pfmg.livejournal.com/6147.html The things i fantasize about are MANY. Sometimes even i think i am sick to be thinking of some of those things. i have no idea why, but one of my major fantasies is to be fisted. If it is a vidio i am watching and a fisting scene comes up, i am 100% guarenteed to be playing with myself. For some reason i don't get the same reaction watching two women fisting as i do when i see a man fist a woman. It must have to More... Published by :pfmg 2007-04-05 02:05:47.0

	He is home. http://pfmg.livejournal.com/6014.html Well You are home. nice to see You on yahoo again. i did miss You, and i am afraid of that. i don't know why i have this feeling that You are not serious about all of this. i do hope i am wrong. If i do submit to You i will close down my bondage, and my collar me act. Or just make them inactive. i keep getting conflicting signals when it comes to Him. Part of me wants to drop to my knees and beg for More... Published by :pfmg 2007-04-04 23:00:54.0

	here we are again http://pfmg.livejournal.com/5795.html Well look at this..Once again i am in this journal writting to You Sir. Its funny really. i can't get rid of this journal. i have always kept the password and the user name. i am glad i did. We are going to meet again for the first time in a year this thursday. i am very excited about it. i am looking forward to seeing You and hearing Your voice whispering in my ear once again. Things have not worked too well fo More... Published by :pfmg 2007-04-03 02:43:17.0