xsynesthesiax




	http://xsynesthesiax.livejournal.com/27132.html A lot has been going on lately. It's been such a long time since i've updated but i guess the stress has just started to get to me. The main issue is how i feel as though I can't please or satisfy or make my girlfriend happy. I mean.....this is the woman I want to spend the rest of my life with and i'm overwhelmed with this feeling that i'm not good enough for her. I know that 99.9% of this is a delusion, but par More... Published by :xsynesthesiax 2006-06-07 18:05:23.0

	http://xsynesthesiax.livejournal.com/26731.html i don't want to breathe anymore........ More... Published by :xsynesthesiax 2006-03-20 04:54:14.0

	http://xsynesthesiax.livejournal.com/26147.html Why do I keep thinking about it......why do i still get pissed?...What the hell is wrong with me?......I must really suck at life. More... Published by :xsynesthesiax 2006-02-27 12:00:20.0

	http://xsynesthesiax.livejournal.com/25625.html I hope i find out what i'm doing wrong before it's too late. I love her, I love her insanely, I'm not sure if she knows that or not....I'd do everything and anything for her.....I really hope she can be patient with me, we are both going through tough, stressful times....if we aren't there for EACHOTHER how are we expected to make it through the day? More... Published by :xsynesthesiax 2006-01-13 13:01:53.0

	http://xsynesthesiax.livejournal.com/25508.html You may now call me MR. THOMPSON ;) More... Published by :xsynesthesiax 2006-01-12 17:46:48.0

	http://xsynesthesiax.livejournal.com/24930.html I'm not a smart man....But I know what love is. More... Published by :xsynesthesiax 2005-12-19 07:15:47.0

	http://xsynesthesiax.livejournal.com/24725.html bad nightmares are forcing me to isolate myself for a while....so I will talk to everybody as soon as i can...but for now, I must disapear. More... Published by :xsynesthesiax 2005-12-11 06:06:09.0

	http://xsynesthesiax.livejournal.com/24330.html wine is fine but wiskey's quicker suicide is slow with liquor take the bottle, drown your sorrows then it floods away tommorows there are two things certain in life....Death and taxes....i don't currently pay taxes so that leaves me with one other certainty.....it's just hard taking that last step More... Published by :xsynesthesiax 2005-12-04 07:05:15.0

	shit! http://xsynesthesiax.livejournal.com/24228.html when you think life can't get any worse............IT DOES! More... Published by :xsynesthesiax 2005-12-01 20:02:00.0

	http://xsynesthesiax.livejournal.com/23970.html I have been dooped, tricked, played....and it's all been done with a straight face and pre planned deceit. I know you still talk to him...I know you still have feelings for him....I know that you're also placing your prospects elsewhere as well.....so since i don't feel like sharing those types of feelings with any one else....well consider this a tip of the hat and good bye.....I just don't have the time to catch More... Published by :xsynesthesiax 2005-11-30 15:59:35.0

shit!